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 : afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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White Lies
written on Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 1:43 AM ✈
At first, i thought everything will be okay and i was looking forward after Mr. C had left. I slowly recovered, thinking that you could be the right one for me. However in a blink of eye, everything changed tremendously. Everything was back to the start. And there again i will have to fight through and run through those pains across my heart, everything once again.
First you say you won't, then you say you will.
You kept me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
When the hell can this feeling go away? I am having a really hard time here. So yeah, i told a white lie today! I say I can't be with you anymore, but I actually can't live without you (...) It hurts deep within..
This few words from a friend of your's to your ex really hurts me alot: "ah chuan is single now. i tell u tis is bcoz i can c tat chuan is love u most ^^ n i oso knew about it frm the CD ~ actuali u both quite love each other ~ if can jz dun let it go so easy ^^ turn bak when still have the way for u ~"
Its like thousand, millions of needles poking into my fragile heart. If only I had never believed you.
To build a relationship, it needs more than just Love. You need Trust.
Trust - Reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
It takes months or even years to build up trust but just one night to destroy it. So, what do you think? Do you think i should ever trust YOU again? Perhaps not, 'cause a leopard will never have its spots changed. Looks like you're now laughing away happily, I'm so dumb.
I'd just come to realise that you'll need some things to happen before you learn how to cherish.Labels: MR. G, RAYNILLE THINKS ALOT
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White Lies
written on Tuesday, June 1, 2010 @ 1:43 AM ✈
At first, i thought everything will be okay and i was looking forward after Mr. C had left. I slowly recovered, thinking that you could be the right one for me. However in a blink of eye, everything changed tremendously. Everything was back to the start. And there again i will have to fight through and run through those pains across my heart, everything once again.
First you say you won't, then you say you will.
You kept me hanging on, and we're not moving on.
When the hell can this feeling go away? I am having a really hard time here. So yeah, i told a white lie today! I say I can't be with you anymore, but I actually can't live without you (...) It hurts deep within..
This few words from a friend of your's to your ex really hurts me alot: "ah chuan is single now. i tell u tis is bcoz i can c tat chuan is love u most ^^ n i oso knew about it frm the CD ~ actuali u both quite love each other ~ if can jz dun let it go so easy ^^ turn bak when still have the way for u ~"
Its like thousand, millions of needles poking into my fragile heart. If only I had never believed you.
To build a relationship, it needs more than just Love. You need Trust.
Trust - Reliance on the integrity, strength, ability, surety, etc., of a person or thing; confidence.
It takes months or even years to build up trust but just one night to destroy it. So, what do you think? Do you think i should ever trust YOU again? Perhaps not, 'cause a leopard will never have its spots changed. Looks like you're now laughing away happily, I'm so dumb.
I'd just come to realise that you'll need some things to happen before you learn how to cherish.Labels: MR. G, RAYNILLE THINKS ALOT
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“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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