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 : afeeqah azhar, 19 march, malaysian .
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Picture Death
written on Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 7:11 AM ✈
Its early in the morning, sun has yet to rise. I was awakened by the ringing of my dad's phone. The moment the phone rang, i knew. I knew something is wrong. My dad answered the phone, and continue talking in a great sorrow voice. I caught a few words, from the conversation. ALL I HEARD WAS 'FUNERAL'. That moment, i know, i know my grandma is gone. Gone faraway. I literally acted that i did not heard that word. I even lied to my ownself that I’m absolutely fine wtf I refrained myself from breaking down. I continued sleeping. -I couldn’t bring myself to bury her. They found her heart stopped. Breathless and still by the endless. I can’t handle the silence, I can’t handle the lack of warmth and I can’t handle the death. Letting go. Labels: RAYNILLE THINKS ALOT
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Picture Death
written on Thursday, May 27, 2010 @ 7:11 AM ✈
Its early in the morning, sun has yet to rise. I was awakened by the ringing of my dad's phone. The moment the phone rang, i knew. I knew something is wrong. My dad answered the phone, and continue talking in a great sorrow voice. I caught a few words, from the conversation. ALL I HEARD WAS 'FUNERAL'. That moment, i know, i know my grandma is gone. Gone faraway. I literally acted that i did not heard that word. I even lied to my ownself that I’m absolutely fine wtf I refrained myself from breaking down. I continued sleeping. -I couldn’t bring myself to bury her. They found her heart stopped. Breathless and still by the endless. I can’t handle the silence, I can’t handle the lack of warmth and I can’t handle the death. Letting go. Labels: RAYNILLE THINKS ALOT
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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