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Its The Climb.
written on Wednesday, October 5, 2011 @ 6:57 AM ✈
Nothing good ever comes easy. Sometimes we suppress how we feel about situations that it gets unhealthy that it comes back to haunt you; like a ghost. The reason why I am writing this because I have been through hell, and stood upright back; and now, I tumble down again.
My health is getting worst day by day, with me realising that I always blackout suddenly when I stand still. When I am writing this blogpost, in fact, I am having a mild fever, and my stomach feels really awful. I have no idea how many doctor visits I have to endure this month, and how many types of pills I have to consume every single day.
Trial exam ended weeks ago. And I merely had a CGPA of 2.50.
Its all part of growing up, to be treated unfairly in uncalled for situations; things happen when you least expect them to, but everything happens for a reason. I believe that life lessons comes in ways where you’ll only realize that these things are meant to teach you the value of life that’ll strengthen your beliefs 60 years down the road. I would like to believe that sometimes life is cruel when it tears all your hopes and dreams apart, but if you look at the statistics; generally every successful adult would have gone through multiple phases of hardship before they arrive at the dock of success.
- Looks like I have to go through this all over again. Stay strong Raynille, ibelieveinyou.Labels: RANTINGS
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Its The Climb.
written on Wednesday, October 5, 2011 @ 6:57 AM ✈
Nothing good ever comes easy. Sometimes we suppress how we feel about situations that it gets unhealthy that it comes back to haunt you; like a ghost. The reason why I am writing this because I have been through hell, and stood upright back; and now, I tumble down again.
My health is getting worst day by day, with me realising that I always blackout suddenly when I stand still. When I am writing this blogpost, in fact, I am having a mild fever, and my stomach feels really awful. I have no idea how many doctor visits I have to endure this month, and how many types of pills I have to consume every single day.
Trial exam ended weeks ago. And I merely had a CGPA of 2.50.
Its all part of growing up, to be treated unfairly in uncalled for situations; things happen when you least expect them to, but everything happens for a reason. I believe that life lessons comes in ways where you’ll only realize that these things are meant to teach you the value of life that’ll strengthen your beliefs 60 years down the road. I would like to believe that sometimes life is cruel when it tears all your hopes and dreams apart, but if you look at the statistics; generally every successful adult would have gone through multiple phases of hardship before they arrive at the dock of success.
- Looks like I have to go through this all over again. Stay strong Raynille, ibelieveinyou.Labels: RANTINGS
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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