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The Struggle.
written on Tuesday, May 24, 2011 @ 6:14 AM ✈
Guys, i believe that most of you hates to read emo posts from me, like what Chuckie Cotton have said, it decreases my blog traffic. Ekkk. Ya, so true. And i would like to apologize for all these angry posts, truly, i am sorry readers.
Hmmm. I'm wrote this after reading Missycheerio's blog. She somehow inspires me alot. I've been her loyal reader for 1 year plus, and she did change my thoughts alot. She really did.
She struggled being abroad, i struggled being sane.
I screw up my exam marks. Barely passed.
Peer pressure and exam stress aren't as easy as it seems, believe me.
Dear readers, once you're into both, you'll tend to be insane.
And thats the point why i say i want to be sane, i'm struggling to be sane now.
(May i quote from Missycheerio.com before i get into the main point here)
"In case you’re reading this, please understand that I can’t tolerate all the imposing shit anymore. Its not in me to behave the way I did, its not in my nature to turn on a deaf ear and play it cold when it comes to you. Everyday of my life, i have to face you in class everyday. On and on again you’d fire arrows of reality that strikes right through my high rising poppin’ balloons."
I sincerely had enough.
I won't criticize someone for what they have never done before.
And YOU, xxx, did many things that really really crossed my boundaries. Beyond. High.
If you want me to count on behalf of you, i think the sins you've made is more than what i could count with my fingers and toes.
I sincerely had enough.
Lemme quote something from Missycheerio.com again:
"There’s a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bringing me out the dark.
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I’ll lay your shit bare,
See how I’ll leave with every piece of you,
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do."
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The Struggle.
written on Tuesday, May 24, 2011 @ 6:14 AM ✈
Guys, i believe that most of you hates to read emo posts from me, like what Chuckie Cotton have said, it decreases my blog traffic. Ekkk. Ya, so true. And i would like to apologize for all these angry posts, truly, i am sorry readers.
Hmmm. I'm wrote this after reading Missycheerio's blog. She somehow inspires me alot. I've been her loyal reader for 1 year plus, and she did change my thoughts alot. She really did.
She struggled being abroad, i struggled being sane.
I screw up my exam marks. Barely passed.
Peer pressure and exam stress aren't as easy as it seems, believe me.
Dear readers, once you're into both, you'll tend to be insane.
And thats the point why i say i want to be sane, i'm struggling to be sane now.
(May i quote from Missycheerio.com before i get into the main point here)
"In case you’re reading this, please understand that I can’t tolerate all the imposing shit anymore. Its not in me to behave the way I did, its not in my nature to turn on a deaf ear and play it cold when it comes to you. Everyday of my life, i have to face you in class everyday. On and on again you’d fire arrows of reality that strikes right through my high rising poppin’ balloons."
I sincerely had enough.
I won't criticize someone for what they have never done before.
And YOU, xxx, did many things that really really crossed my boundaries. Beyond. High.
If you want me to count on behalf of you, i think the sins you've made is more than what i could count with my fingers and toes.
I sincerely had enough.
Lemme quote something from Missycheerio.com again:
"There’s a fire starting in my heart,
Reaching a fever pitch and it’s bringing me out the dark.
Finally, I can see you crystal clear,
Go ahead and sell me out and a I’ll lay your shit bare,
See how I’ll leave with every piece of you,
Don’t underestimate the things that I will do."
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“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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