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L.O.V.E
written on Sunday, January 16, 2011 @ 11:34 PM ✈
I realized that i became love-deprived. I hunger for love. As i quote "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage". My love is gone, and i lost control of myself. He's the guy who brought so much happiness and helped me grew. I always wonder how things would be like if I do take a leap of faith living without him and start anew. And i did. And I hardly could breathe.
Perhaps it felt like I had so much of everything that I sometimes lose track of reality. I became known, favorable and suddenly, after 1 month, all of it became a dream that i waked up from. The trouble with putting yourself out there in the public being so exposed for the past 1 month, it leaves you with no room to hide when he suddenly left you and the news spread like wildfire.
I feel really suffocated. My emotions are locked up in a suitcase buried deep down inside because i do not share this to anyone. Behind that smiley face lies a broken heart that is bleeding endlessly that its weighing me down.
As i've said, life’s has always been painful on my end.
Labels: LOVE, RAYNILLE THINKS ALOT
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L.O.V.E
written on Sunday, January 16, 2011 @ 11:34 PM ✈
I realized that i became love-deprived. I hunger for love. As i quote "Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength; loving someone deeply gives you courage". My love is gone, and i lost control of myself. He's the guy who brought so much happiness and helped me grew. I always wonder how things would be like if I do take a leap of faith living without him and start anew. And i did. And I hardly could breathe.
Perhaps it felt like I had so much of everything that I sometimes lose track of reality. I became known, favorable and suddenly, after 1 month, all of it became a dream that i waked up from. The trouble with putting yourself out there in the public being so exposed for the past 1 month, it leaves you with no room to hide when he suddenly left you and the news spread like wildfire.
I feel really suffocated. My emotions are locked up in a suitcase buried deep down inside because i do not share this to anyone. Behind that smiley face lies a broken heart that is bleeding endlessly that its weighing me down.
As i've said, life’s has always been painful on my end.
Labels: LOVE, RAYNILLE THINKS ALOT
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we live under the same sky
“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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